2022 06 28: paintings

 

that day I suddenly remembered
crazed with all the energy
jumped from brick to brick
balanced on one leg
like karateka kung-fu master
flapping arms and kicking air
widely eyes squinted
as in a movie I just saw

a leg broke as I was bravely leaping
with eyes slightly squinched
I yelled into a sandy ditch
kyaaah with all the focus on my foot
pierced by a buried bucket’s brim
accidentally I was overtaken
by a forgotten sleeping bucket
glistening in the ditch

a thread of lightning struck a tree
as with a sword before my eyes
the treetop fell down another thread
hit me a little bit too late
with steaming coffee on the terrace
I bolted off the chair
and screaming aaaah I heard
a pop of breaking leg

when the chair fell I had remembered
the day I jumped waved and balanced
like a master in a recent movie
I screeched with squinted eyes
big teardrops fell into the ditch
the rain calmed down the aching tree
that day a bucket overcame me today
the lightning flash took down a chair

 

 

51×81,5×4 cm

acrylic, spray paint, graphite, markers, lacquer on wooden panel

2 cm white wooden frame


2022 05 13: paintings

In this artwork, the army is depicted abstractly, like shadows moving across a cold, snowy landscape. Their steps are heavy, their shoulders burdened with duty. Though their bodies are armored, stern, and resilient, a sense of longing begins to stir within. On the way to battle, memories quietly seep in: of the women left at home, their songs, their care, the soothing sound of their voices. The tension between outward hardness and inner fragility becomes the central emotion of the painting.

Like warmth melting snow, this feeling penetrates their consciousness: gentle yet irresistible. It is not weakness, but humanity, an echo from the depths of awareness, reminding that the need for love, understanding, and comfort remains for everyone, always.

 

hordes of restless men crowded this day
soldiers covered in armor
bound by iron canvas leather
guts pulsating heartbeat echoes
heavy in the temples
raising legs into a step hot breath

not gazing to the sky
backs pressed under their heavy gear
for saving or for taking lives
in the name of children forsaken homes
of women and their songs of foxes
birch trees a boy a blossom or a god
meadows rivers apple orchards

having left behind they track through snow
some in a memory some in a dream
some wiping tears away their rosary
they tell a joke with crooked smile
dropping down a mitten with a cough

on snowy land of their ancestors
snow crystals blink with eyes of
jilted maidens
eyes water clasping throat with tears
drop silent deep into the snow
into the frigid ground and thawing
forefather spirits set deep in ice awaking

one after other soul
succumbed in battle rises
peace in the hearts of men
soughs with their mothers lips into ears
hushshsh dear child of mine
my darling oak be calm
a little bug
of mine

 

 

61x80x2 cm

acrylic, graphite, markers, wooden shapes, textile, lacquer on canvas


2020 01 15: paintings

 

Some people know (but mostly – not), what happens underground or in the depths of a mountain. For instance, underneath a lush chunk of forest there might flow a subterranean river as a underwater channel between two lakes. Fish can use it to travel to some secluded nooks. Dive deep in their home lake surrounded by meadows with mountain goats and swim through a dark little undulating tunnel which ends in a forest lake or even in some sort of secretly hidden oasis between ridges looking like a plain mountain from the outside, but tucking away a meadow inside it. Like a tooth that seems externally healthy but hides nothing but decay within.

Most likely, these kind of things never existed, but I would love for at least this one instance to be real:  a creek flowing down the mountain plunges deep into its depths and travels to the lake in small streams. This lake has an underground river leading to a smaller lake lying below and runs further to a second, very deep one.

 

 

70x89x2 cm

acrylic, spray paint, graphite, markers, wooden shapes, textile, lacquer on paper

2 cm white wooden frame


2017 09 17: paintings

 

This is a work about being in a couple, secret witnessing, and the mystery of life. It is painted based on a poetic situation in which two roach fish (Rutilus rutilus) briefly appear in a forest stream. A human couple, arriving at a hidden spot, becomes a witness to an unexpected event – the spawning of the fish. This seemingly ordinary, almost imperceptible event becomes a symbolic act of continuing life, interwoven with the couple’s presence and relationship.

The motif of twos repeats like a cyclical harmony between nature and the human connection: two fish, two trees, the second day of the week, the second hour, two people. The piece speaks of mystery, of the importance of a moment, and at the same time – of enduring presence, whose trace remains even when everything seems to be over.

 

at 2 kilometres away

from the main trail

a private estate plate

banned to go further after all

 

the water of the forest is calling

in the cutting the river is sloshing

bushes grassland we are finally

here found those two trees

 

and who knows why in their

shadow there are two tiny roach

the second Tuesday more or less at 2

with their thrust snouts for some time

 

maybe  they are smelling something

later quickly dive in as if have agreed

or feel frightened we come closer

to the bank to see some tiny spawn

 

 

56,5x90x5 cm

acrylic, graphite, markers, lacquer on canvas


 

 

It is a painting accompanied by a poetic situation exploring quiet resistance to emotion. It captures a fleeting moment when a person tries to remain in control – pretending not to be drifting into sleep, denying the glint of a tear in the eye. The gaze turns to the side, cheeks are faintly flushed – subtle bodily cues that reveal what the words try to hide.

Alongside the painting, a short dialogue emerged – half inner monologue, half imagined conversation. It speaks of a sorrow we don’t want to admit, a compassion we are ashamed to show. A lonely apple seller with sad eyes. We feel his heaviness, but we don’t dare say it. So we buy all the apples – just to avoid looking into those eyes again with hope those eyes will brighten up.

The work may appear abstract at first, but the essence lies not in what is seen, but in what is withheld. It’s about the vulnerability we try to hide – even as it inevitably surfaces. Even when we say: I wasn’t sleeping. I didn’t cry.

 

– what was your dream?
– when
– now
– I wasn’t sleeping
– why did you twitch then?
– I thought about something
with closed eyes: the trees
with forever entwined roots
until they dry out sucking
each other’s sap
– like nuts?
– like gnats

– is that why you cried?
– I didn’t cry
but was so sorry for those sad eyes
of a lonely apple seller
I saw passing by
with a red bag…
– like your cheeks?
– …on his laps
he says a kilo I say
ok I take it all
for not to see
his eyes again

 

 

50×70×2 cm

acrylic, graphte, lacquer on canvas


2017 04 15: text

There was this very tough man, for reasons unknown (whether possessed by evil spirits or restless ancestor souls were getting into that person’s will, maybe he wasn’t loved by his parents (at least that was what he would say himself), perhaps God’s punishment or a test…

His life was seeping with strange, baffling pain. He seemed to be defensive towards the entire world, never loved a person nor an animal, but he liked women and might be that’s why after his death, his soul was trapped in a diamond unearthed by miners among many others, cut into a proper shape and made into a lustrous adornment catching gazes of many women. One of whom had the fate of getting the jewel with the man’s soul. And he, although being a diamond, could nestle against her on special occasions.

No matter what kind of person he was in the past, kinship ties are strong and he was sometimes visited by the souls of his family members. For example, his mom used to ask:

– ну, Ирочка, как поживаешь?

– ааай, вот уже три недели в коробке лежу…*

 

* – Well, well, Irochka, how’s it going?

– Oh, not much, been lying in a box for three weeks…


2017 03 17: paintings

 

This artwork is made of two canvases and unfolds in the blurred space between wakefulness and dreaming. Riding public transport, the narrator begins to doze off, so the line between reality and hallucination begins to dissolve. A red umbrella becomes a bird’s beak, the sound of station announcements turns into the snake’s breath, and time itself slips.

“On the Other Side” captures this surreal threshold: confusion, instinct, interruption. The painting is paired with a poetic monologue, evoking a fevered sensory state where dream logic overrides the ordinary. By the time he wakes – it’s already too late. The stop is gone. He’s on the other side of the river.

 

out of the four gates

arises thunder

trembling ground quivers cabbage

carrots beans I had at lunch

a wave of dust and angst

worried voices

next… Šeimyniškių* snake

stinging toe

body frozen

cannot run or strike

a bloodstained beak

pinches her Neptune blue

wings

beating fast a sound

of awful movement hissing

ššššilas bridge*…

leaping up I kick

a red umbrella pardon pardon

excuse me missed

my stop I am

on the other side of river now

 

 

* – bus stop

 

 

 

50×70×2 + 18×13×2 cm

acrylic, graphite, lacquer on 2 canvases


2017 03 3: text

mom kept saying he’s so strange

a beardless man with hanging chain

in ear a hairy pimple on a shin

six scars on back as if

released from maws of bear or dragon

moss in his breath

hair not resembling ones of a person

who likes all things clear

as a day averted gaze

from his blank eyes

only a half-smile while

muttering that man is sick

with sound of dry leaves

to some reminding pouring gravel

a rippling or even birds

in sky the man’s baffling words

were carried away by wind

yet the mother daughter

liked his bracelet at night

sparkling with crumbs of fire

with his woven in hair

warming in winter


2017 02 8: paintings

 

In few words – this could be a short story of a life of a man as a father and his journey to our Father. Here how it is:

 

today I remembered my father
and his picture of Joseph
don’t know if he liked travelling
as driving with Styopa his friend when
he arrived at our place when we
weren’t there yet left the mountains
with snakes bay leaves khinkali stayed
with us to drink more simple wine
some kind of beer the longing
he did not succeed to swallow ever

we drove with ambulance and
ZIL truck my first time driving down
the street curve Krantine’s street
right by the river where steamboats
sailed Vilnius Riga Tallin Neris
waved briefly cheering us up

in winter ice for sliding down
he didn’t like me laughing
falling down he laughed himself
eyes wet like mine’s now
I remember smell of Pervalka
we went to sea and jumped through waves
and jellyfish and shells we gathered
I collected stamps and boxes
as he did toy cars his pride was Volga

we left for Fabijoniškės he
went to Gabriškės with Volvo
and Nijolė stayed far from us
until the very end until the Father
came and forever took him
home to teach some balance
as on a slackline

 

Whole artwork is combined of two canvases (50 x 70 cm + 18 × 13 cm) and a text on a white cardboard (14,8 x 21 cm)

 

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2016 11 4: paintings

 

 

stars spinning around

the trees and the tent

bonfire flames growing

upwards with legs

 

twisting and shoes

kicking a basket of mushrooms

silenced inside the mouth

word-endings scatter

 

a hundred seas rumble in my head

somebody hits a drum in the distance

or is it the wind only nestling

between the pines of the forest

 

a salty taste in my throat

scratching the kettle’s bottom

why in the seven hells  were there

fly agaric in my soup?

 

 

 

61×86 cm

 

sold


2016 09 8: paintings

 

This piece is a poetic elegy about the flow of rivers and the unexpected events that occur within them. It captures the fragility of nature, where water is both a path of life and a stage for unexpected interventions of humankind.

Drawing lines and bold strokes of paint merge with the texture of the paper, mimicking the chaotic journey of a fish caught in a current. The composition is intentionally fragmented to emphasize the fish’s loss, the slashes of a sword, the river’s pull. The color palette evokes an underwater world: vegetation, sediment, flashes of light.

The visually fragmented fish is not only a symbolic motif but also a question: how do we define what we consider whole?
The work recalls a folk song or myth in which half a fish drifts downstream, unaware of where the other half has suddenly gone just as we sometimes have no answer to where some parts of ourselves disappear.

 

 

as in that song where from
Šašvė to Nevėžis and coiling
further up to Nemunas in to
the distance or something
like it through stones
with green wavy mane to
the rhythm of god’s eternal
song the rivers flow

this dance of waters
is irresistible to many
species fish and clams
crayfish and larvae meet
in search for longer life
in muddy darkness

glistening blade soughs
in the air sunbeam flashes
through a creek and flies
towards forest a gust of wind
sliding through surface
carries downstream
splashes with ripples
shouts and sweat drops

who could have thought where
that poor roach fish would swim
when cut in half by training
warrior with his sword in river
up to chest swiftly wavering
and hacking water

not knowing what will happen
with one or other side of it
the fish swam to the sea
and there got in a plastic bag
which soon got caught
into a fishing net the catch
surprised the fisherman
so much he even cursed

 

 

61×86×2 cm

acrylic, spray paint, graphite, markers lacquer on paper

2 cm white wooden frame


 

 

such calm morning!

sun glistens the dew

on grass tips in the meadow

grazing horses

take heed upon hearing

woodpecker’s breakfast.

heads tilted down

they lick fresh shrubs

these youngsters, you know

only care about frolics and snickering

chasing each other

prodding, bouncing

without seeing fog fall down

on the meadow. More fun playing

can barely see anything

morning prayers of birds

in the distance

faraway fisherman’s radio

nibbling of the grass

a sudden cold breeze

brings the smell of fur…

 

 

61×86 cm


2016 05 11: paintings

 

 

dunes crunching sand shaking simmering

after a soft breeze pops dry

cracking stone bursts in flames

a bush rolls down scattering ember

 

every living thing burrows deeper praying

for a drop of water strength or eternal

peace with parched blazing heart

beating ever more quickly

 

until the ground starts shaking

and bones beneath it hot rocks sand

it becomes obvious that it’s not a heart

not the earth that is beating but sky

 

Tlaloc* slashes clouds pierces

lightning under his feet trampling

black of crying he screams with a hundred

voices angry at his wife again

 

 

being booted out to think and get some

fresh air to calm down like the time he

was only joking and daunted just a little

why isn’t she getting his jokes?

 

*god of rain

 

 

61×86 cm

 

sold


2016 01 19: paintings

This abstract painting is accompanied by a poetic narrative, almost like a myth, in which the forest, a human, and an animal meet in an unexpected moment. It is a story about the cycles of pain and healing, the mysterious logic of nature, and the thin line between danger and acceptance.

The painting’s visual texture mirrors the rhythm of the narrative: the green of moss, the brown of trees, and expressive layers of violence. What begins with pain ends in a strange pleasure: the snake’s soul is reborn in the human’s most faithful companion.

 

 

he’s slowly strolling with a basket. humming a tune, beard with a fume.
sunbeams gently stroking mushroom caps, cropped stems bobbing.

she’s slithering over wet moss. brushing along her tingling abdomen trough branches and roots. the fierce snake.

a shoe slips on the crawler. the basket trembles, a few parasol mushrooms fall out one of their gamps roll down into blueberry bushes

a loud ‘what the hell!’ echoes through the branches. woodpecker hushes, trills a swift.
he crouches to pick up the mushroom. something moves between his fingers

a sudden pain shoots up his arm. a snake!
pulled out a blade that hung upon his belt, thrust into the blueberry bush, blood colored the moss.

pinched his wound, clenching his teeth, forgot the mushrooms, hurried back home.
snake’s soul rose from the bloods, above the tree trunks, through the branches chased a squirrel, a ladybug, a butterfly, a fly that flew into the human’s house.

in it, a bitch is pregnant, the litter’s not going to be large: two greyish brown and one green eyed black pup. he was chosen by the soul of snake, to be reborn as man’s best friend.

The man returned back home with bloody arm. that night it swell, he violently retched
but survived and slowly he got better. after a month, he felt like new.

the dog whelped three puppies. two, the man took to the woods, buried under a pine-tree
as a sacrifice to Indraja. but one he kept for himself – black like the night, eyes green as a forest.

 

 

 

61×86×2 cm

acrylic, spray paint, graphite, lacquer on paper

2 cm white wooden frame


2015 11 16: paintings

 

 

I had this dog a very good boy

with his beady eyes smiling

with this cute little face

eating vomit and licking

everyone’s cheeks ears

snuggled up tightly

and we slept together

me her and him

 

and another dog I had

one more angry with strangers

prone to conflict but goood

appetite just feed him

a big dinner

then snuggled up tightly

and we slept together

me her and him

 

 

61×86 cm

 

sold